my bag has been lighter 50kg liao...
haha...my question is answered...
but there is a question still inside my head...
after all these...wat i am doing actually...
i really don't know...
why i want to know the answer?
why i want to know the truth?
i really don't know...
after tat conversation with sotong...
i think i make her realize something...
i dunno...i juz guess she realize something...
and it make me realize something too...
at that moment...i think only me and her notice it...
and it hurts me when i noe she cry...
i dun wan this to happen de...
but bor pian...i need to do like this to make her say the truth...
but what i most angry in the conversation...
is she ask me dun waste time...
i didnt okay...
im sorry again...i feel really bad for wat i done...
suddenly i feel we are going back thru time...
back to the old days...
where i start wooing her...
haha...when think back...i feel kinda funny...
in a blink of eye...its been 6months d...
many say i stupid, foolish, idiot...
ask me go find a new one...
intro new gals for me...
keep scolding me...
but i dun care...
i just feel...she is the one i need...
mayb this sound stupid...
but when she is around...all i can see is her...no one else....
i noe i cant love her...
i noe i cant have her...
but im still not giving up...
until one day...
she get married...sound kinda stupid...
but i wish to see her happy,
with or without me...
maybe this is life...
we got fate but we don't share the same destiny...
to sotong...
i noe u said he didnt dui bu qi u, and he zui jing hai man guan xin u de..
its not wrong..
but last time i also like this...yet wat happen to me...
its not that i don't believe him..
but this thing really hard to say...
and even if he do wrong...
u will forgive him...because i can see u really love him...
so i can't be compare to him...because we havent start anything yet...
but i just want you to know one thing...
every decision u make...
no matter good or bad...
there will be someone sacrificing...
don't ever be a good person...
because the more good u be...the more hurt the person is...
i noe in ur heart...i gain a special place...
as in my heart u also gain a special place too...
this place u also noe...nobody can replace it one...
so treasure it okay...
today things...i didnt mean it one...
i just wan u to realize...
that even what u did that hurt me...
im still at ur side...
and don't always say donno...
don't be afraid to get what u like...
love isnt build in one day..
love needed time to rebuild...
even if u ask me wheter i love you or not...
i will also say no...
because we still didnt try it out together...
so that is not call love...
we juz like each other...
not love...
silly gal...
Everytime I only can see the shadow of you...
but anyway i still like you...
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