1 May 2009 4.04am

juz finish a game of dota...

lose...can win one...but suddenly noe she is at melaka...

no heart to play already...

haiz...why i become like this

i also don't know...

maybe its myself have put too much into her already...
i keep telling myself to stop thinking about this...
but i just can't...
to watch the woman i like going out with another guy...
its like slicing my own flesh with a blunted knife...
painful....
but what can i do...
she belongs to another guy..
not mine...i cant do a thing about it...
just hoping that..
everything will go my way...

Obstacles are meant to be broken,
but i cant break it....

hope i can...hope so