watching the samsung lcd...
thinking of what is going to happen next...
there is only two possibilities now...
hope
despair
which one should be mine today...
its the 1st time i cant be happy...
because i know i make a big trouble out...
i really wish to stop...
i really want to end...
because its killing me...
the feel i am in right now its like waiting for the doctor to tell me what sickness i have...
nervous...
afraid...
until now...the fear still very fresh in my mind...
what i afraid most...
the fear of being alone...
from start to now...
i already know this thing is going to happen...
but i insist to keep on...
because i think
if u be true to your love ones...
they will be moved...
but i guess i am wrong...
love is not everything...
its just a simple word to show that u care for the other part...
silly me to think love is greater than anything...
i really have done a big mistake...
i am really sorry...
if u saw this blog...
i wish to tell u that...
if he ask u to choose either one of us...
choose him...
not me...
please do it for me...
i am really sorry about all that happen on you...
i'm willing to bear all the consequences for you...
even if it has to sacrifice you...
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