25 May 2009 8.34pm

Blog earlier...

cuz i want go out later...
scare don't have the time to blog...

i finally go and pierce my ear d...
afraid at first...
but now okay already...
will post some picture when i got time...
so you all can decide whether its nice or not...

as for my promise to her...
i think is too long already...
because i think it only can last 1 week...

starting to cool everything down...
disappointed...
frustrated...
uncontrollable...
most of all...
hurt...

i think maybe its the right time for me
to approach some other things...
stick at her whole time won't change a thing in my life...

until now i just realize...
i am really stupid...
for a girl...
i nearly let go of something important in my life...
that is happiness...
almost everyday...
i will moody because of her...
what is the point for all that...
does she really care about what i feel...
does she really even mean it when she say i got a place in her heart...

i really don't know...
and now i don't even want to know now...
just let it be...