3 May 2009 3.34am

yesterday didnt write blog...
no mood to write...many things happen...

mostly is bad things...damn...

forget bout yesterday...lets talk about today...

nothing happened...

just let my friends tease me today...

haiz...

sotong go to pub again...
they said why she love go to pub always...
i said to them...
i also always going...
so i cant stop her from going...
its their freedom, not mine...
and i have no position to stop her...
im not her anyone..

i realize something today...
what i did, did she really appreciate it...
or she just treat me as a friend...
i really cant describe it...
sometimes she really close with me...
but sometimes im just like a friend...
that makes me really insecure...

hugo they all ask me to forget it...
i also got think of that...
but its been half year...
i dun wan to give up half way...
damn stress and sad...

as for sotong...
she had her life...
i cant stop her what she like to do...
go ahead ba...
mayb someday...
u will realize...
who is good enough for u...

nitez