29 October 2009 1.59am

First of all..
happy birthday to my dear cousin again...
hope you enjoy your great day yesterday...
although we are far apart...
but we are close at heart...
haha....kinda gay...

unfortunately i am going to keep my blog short today...
no mood for typing...
because of the freaking badminton session yesterday...
damnit..it was tiring...
but most of the part..i was enjoying it...

since i come back from kl...
my life has totally changed...
responsibility comes the first in everything i do...
although it was hard to get over with...
but i believe
with some patience and advice...
i may overcome this obstacles...

countless night i can't have a good rest...
countless night i can't stop thinking about it...
countless night i can't sleep comfortable...

but in these countless night...
it shows me that...
i am very lucky...

to have you by my side...
thanks...

and to my gang...
gong chio nia...
mai du lan okay...

happy go lucky~~

If I didn't met you, I wouldn't like you..
If I didn't liked you, I wouldn't love you..
If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you..
But I did, I do and I will..

I can't talk to you anymore..
it's not that I am mad at you..
it's just that when I talk to you..
I realize how much I love you..
and when I realize how much I love you..
I realize I can't have you and that..
makes me love you even more..

I make the most of what comes and the least of what goes.

I'm not supposed to love you..
I'm not supposed to care..
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there..
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing..
but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you..

Pain is inevitable..
Suffering is optional..

Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart..
don't show how to laugh either..

Always do what is right..
This will surprise some people and astonish the rest..

Sometimes the person you really need..
is the one you didn't think you wanted..

Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears..

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me..
They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you..

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew..

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello..
but forever to say Goodbye..

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him..

Moving on is simple..
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult..

There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest..
your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo..
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me..

I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

To the person who are reading this,
no matter you are a gal or a boy,
kindly take notice,

don't accept if you don't want to hurt,
don't hurt if you already accept,
don't accept if you already decide,
don't decide when you can't see the future..

Oh! Sotong, I am but a fool,
Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel,
You hurt me and you made me cry
But if you leave me I will surely die.

Darling there will never be another
Cause I love you so,
don't ever leave me,
Say you'll never go
I will always want you for my sweetheart
No matter what you do
Oh! Sotong, I'm so in love with you.

Oh, Sotong...
Darling..

this is for you when you really made up your mind...

2 October 2009 1.40am

Earthquake...
does anyone feel it?

i didn't feel it...
thousands of life have lost...

Philippines Flood
Samoa Tsunami
Sumatra Earthquake

the world is going to end is it?

live everyday like we are dying...

hope...
i don't think there is any left...

what can government do about this?
nothing...
the wrath of god is so powerful...
no human can withstand it...

is this a punishment for us?
for not treasuring our mother earth?

SOS earth...
is it too late for action...
2012 is it true?

now all of us is thinking the same thing...
End of the world...
?

yes or no?