tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76067799892183779882011-07-08T20:15:15.973+08:00There is a Highway im walking, the road is long, the road is cracked. But I'm still walking on the road i choose.elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.comBlogger511100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-91525551655015333012010-01-10T02:46:00.001+08:002010-01-10T02:48:41.808+08:00wewewe...<br />start it all over again...<br /><br />didnt blog for a long time...<br />this place seem familiar...<br />im lazy...<br />im busy...<br />bla...bla...blaa....<br /><br />same old stance...<br /><br />today keep it short...<br /><br />keong kan la...<br />if want come say it in front of me...<br />don't think im small size...<br />easy to bully...<br /><br />that's all<br />night all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-9152555165501533301?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-88405149471776267952010-01-01T13:45:00.005+08:002010-01-01T13:57:22.269+08:00Its a new year again...<br /><br />☆☆♥░▓▓▓▓▓░░░░▓▓▓▓▓░░░▓▓░░░░▓▓▓▓▓░░░♫░░☆☆ ☆☆░░░♫░░▓▓░░▓░░░░░▓░▓▓▓░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░░♥☆☆ ☆☆░░♥░░░▓▓░░▓░░░░░▓░░░▓░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░♫☆☆ ☆☆░♫░░▓▓░░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░▓░░░▓░░░░░▓░♫░░☆☆ ☆☆░░░▓▓░░░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░▓░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░♥░☆☆ ☆☆░♥▓▓░░░░░░▓░░░░░▓░░░▓░░░▓░░░░░▓░░♫░☆☆ ☆☆♫░▓▓▓▓▓▓░░░▓▓▓▓▓░░░▓▓▓░░░▓▓▓▓▓░░░░♥░☆☆<br /><br />this year it's a bit different than the previous...<br />because this year i'm alone...<br /><br />didn't celebrate as much as i can...<br />all i do is just waiting at home...<br /><br />damn...<br />i hate waiting so much now...<br />especially today...<br /><br />but what past had past...<br />i don't want to talk about it anymore...<br /><br />new year ahead of me...<br />lots of new things waiting me to explore and experience...<br /><br />my new year wish..<br />1.my mum and dad<br />2.my family<br />3.sotong<br />4.my friends<br />5.my career<br />6.my health<br /><br />and most of all...<br />i wish i won't be lonely again this new year...<br /><br />hope god hear my prayers...<br />thanks..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sz2NlSCvHII/AAAAAAAAAEE/WvFlWiwiMPk/s1600-h/bw-road.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 276px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sz2NlSCvHII/AAAAAAAAAEE/WvFlWiwiMPk/s400/bw-road.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421645198061935746" /></a><br /><br />new road ahead elmo...<br />although its a rough one...<br />i will take up the challenge...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8840514947177626795?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-24124030787097102052009-12-23T01:14:00.001+08:002009-12-23T01:14:57.866+08:00Used to be a trick, used to think I was big, used to think it was the right image to hold, but little did I know I was wrong. <br /><br />I didn't see her for who she was, my love for her was there but I didn't know it at the time, blinded by my image, blinded by the light, blinded by my own stupidity, so blind I don't deserve to even lay my eyes on her. <br /><br />I wish I grasped what could have been mine. I wish I wasn't so scared to fall in love, but I ain't too scared to fall in love, its love that is scared to let me be loved, like I don't deserve to be loved. <br /><br />I see myself listening to slow jams more than ever. I see myself avoiding other girls. I know she is the one. I can see so clearly as I am one year out of our little relationship. <br /><br />I look back and wonder how I fell in love with her. I realise it was her smile, her voice, her modesty, her petiteness, her charm, her gentle approach, the way she knew me like a book even though she had so little time to read me. <br /><br />The fact that she knows that I've changed, the fact she knows I am like no other boy. I realise that it was the slow jams that made me change, the fact that I cried for her and she still does not know, the PAIN! <br /><br />I have tried to win her back. She knows how I feel. I wish I was with her now instead of writing this pointless prose. <br /><br />The plain fact is that you wont understand this, you cant even help me. You probably think I'm sprung, you probably think I got problems, you probably think she is a bitch, you might even think I'm just a teenager in love. But this is not no petty puppy love this is real and I don't think I will let her go, but ... the day I hold her will be the day I burn these words.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2412403078709710205?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-46078634416108465922009-12-07T10:38:00.002+08:002009-12-07T10:45:15.898+08:00What a boring day today...<br />nothing to do much actually...<br /><br />countless night i have restless sleep...<br />due to the cough i been thru...<br />its been a week now...<br />but it shows no progression..<br /><br />its quite a long time...<br />that i didn't pen down something on this page...<br /><br />my life is like a roller coaster recently...<br />up and down, up and down...<br />but i have get use to it since a long time ago...<br />so actually nothing shattered my hope for now...<br /><br />have loads of things in my mind...<br />but its not the right time to present it out...<br />i have learned how to forget...<br />finally...<br /><br />should be saying something inspirational...<br />but ended up saying craps...<br /><br />lol...<br />maybe for another few days...<br />wait until i get into a better condition...<br />i will write something interesting...<br /><br />that's all for now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-4607863441610846592?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-13097696731472533532009-11-16T03:53:00.000+08:002009-11-16T03:54:21.087+08:00!@#@$#%^&&*()0371826341563901-34-98&^%$#@$%^(*&)_<br /><br />again again and again...<br /><br />fuck you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-1309769673147253353?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-28831008567040643062009-10-29T01:58:00.002+08:002009-10-29T02:06:03.753+08:00First of all..<br />happy birthday to my dear cousin again...<br />hope you enjoy your great day yesterday...<br />although we are far apart...<br />but we are close at heart...<br />haha....kinda gay...<br /><br />unfortunately i am going to keep my blog short today...<br />no mood for typing...<br />because of the freaking badminton session yesterday...<br />damnit..it was tiring...<br />but most of the part..i was enjoying it...<br /><br />since i come back from kl...<br />my life has totally changed...<br />responsibility comes the first in everything i do...<br />although it was hard to get over with...<br />but i believe<br />with some patience and advice...<br />i may overcome this obstacles...<br /><br />countless night i can't have a good rest...<br />countless night i can't stop thinking about it...<br />countless night i can't sleep comfortable...<br /><br />but in these countless night...<br />it shows me that...<br />i am very lucky...<br /><br />to have you by my side...<br />thanks...<br /><br />and to my gang...<br />gong chio nia...<br />mai du lan okay...<br /><br />happy go lucky~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2883100856704064306?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-40955214070887325892009-10-14T16:33:00.004+08:002009-10-14T17:31:59.340+08:00If I didn't met you, I wouldn't like you..<br />If I didn't liked you, I wouldn't love you..<br />If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you..<br />But I did, I do and I will..<br /><br />I can't talk to you anymore..<br />it's not that I am mad at you.. <br />it's just that when I talk to you..<br />I realize how much I love you..<br />and when I realize how much I love you..<br />I realize I can't have you and that.. <br />makes me love you even more..<br /><br />I make the most of what comes and the least of what goes.<br /><br />I'm not supposed to love you..<br />I'm not supposed to care..<br />I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.. <br />I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing..<br />but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you..<br /><br />Pain is inevitable..<br />Suffering is optional..<br /><br />Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart..<br />don't show how to laugh either..<br /><br />Always do what is right.. <br />This will surprise some people and astonish the rest..<br /><br />Sometimes the person you really need.. <br />is the one you didn't think you wanted..<br /><br />Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.<br /><br />If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears..<br /><br />Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me..<br />They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you..<br /><br />Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew..<br /><br />It takes a couple seconds to say Hello..<br />but forever to say Goodbye..<br /><br />Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him..<br /><br />Moving on is simple..<br />it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult..<br /><br />There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest..<br />your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo..<br />It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me..<br /><br />I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?<br /><br />To the person who are reading this,<br />no matter you are a gal or a boy,<br />kindly take notice,<br /><br />don't accept if you don't want to hurt,<br />don't hurt if you already accept,<br />don't accept if you already decide,<br />don't decide when you can't see the future..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-4095521407088732589?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-85869202042762904312009-10-06T03:29:00.000+08:002009-10-06T03:30:31.793+08:00Oh! Sotong, I am but a fool,<br />Darling I love you tho' you treat me cruel,<br />You hurt me and you made me cry<br />But if you leave me I will surely die.<br /><br />Darling there will never be another<br />Cause I love you so,<br />don't ever leave me,<br />Say you'll never go<br />I will always want you for my sweetheart<br />No matter what you do<br />Oh! Sotong, I'm so in love with you.<br /><br />Oh, Sotong...<br />Darling.. <br /><br />this is for you when you really made up your mind...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8586920204276290431?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-86304004831128580132009-10-02T01:39:00.003+08:002009-10-02T01:49:48.345+08:00Earthquake...<br />does anyone feel it?<br /><br />i didn't feel it...<br />thousands of life have lost...<br /><br />Philippines Flood<br />Samoa Tsunami<br />Sumatra Earthquake<br /><br />the world is going to end is it?<br /><br />live everyday like we are dying...<br /><br />hope...<br />i don't think there is any left...<br /><br />what can government do about this?<br />nothing...<br />the wrath of god is so powerful...<br />no human can withstand it...<br /><br />is this a punishment for us?<br />for not treasuring our mother earth?<br /><br />SOS earth...<br />is it too late for action...<br />2012 is it true?<br /><br />now all of us is thinking the same thing...<br />End of the world...<br />?<br /><br />yes or no?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SsTrr70-OZI/AAAAAAAAAD8/zwi5VbbkWZ0/s1600-h/judgement-day-290.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 290px; height: 290px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SsTrr70-OZI/AAAAAAAAAD8/zwi5VbbkWZ0/s400/judgement-day-290.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387690194268731794" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8630400483112858013?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-20315211422598201222009-09-29T15:06:00.002+08:002009-09-29T15:13:40.401+08:00Thanks to all the greeting...<br />thank you all...<br /><br />I'm really happy...<br /><br />this year...<br />it's not the same...<br />with last year...<br /><br />when think of last year...<br />it let me remind of myself...<br />that one year has passed...<br />it let me remind of myself...<br />not to think about it again...<br />it let me remind of myself...<br />i must carry on my life...<br /><br />this year...<br />i must thanks to a person...<br /><br />she do a lot just for this day...<br />although she felt she did nothing...<br /><br />but to me...<br />it's means much more than anything...<br /><br />and to my friends...<br />thanks for celebrating my bday at the very last minute...<br />i will never forget the person that push my face onto the cake...<br />wait next year...<br />it's your turn...<br /><br />and to my buddies...<br />thanks for all the wishes...<br />thanks for all the support...<br /><br />and thanks to sotong...<br />without you...<br />all these thing wont happen...<br /><br />thank you so much...<br />i owe you one...<br />thanks...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2031521142259820122?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-35662106159594422612009-09-27T02:26:00.000+08:002009-09-27T02:28:23.391+08:00Today...<br /><br />i just know...<br />there is no one to be trust...<br />except my parents...<br /><br />damn...<br /><br />everyday...when human wake up...<br />they will at least make one lie up...<br />so do i...<br />that is normal lie...<br />but still lie...<br />depends on what situation...<br /><br />now...<br />i really don't know who more i can trust...<br /><br />anyway...<br />Happy Birthday to my dear cousin...<br />you are not here...<br />if not i sure sing song let you hear...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3566210615959442261?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-89092195327781286442009-09-23T03:05:00.002+08:002009-09-23T03:10:51.655+08:00My heart is fucking pain...<br /><br />I can feel the pain...<br /><br />It's so painful...<br /><br />Damn...i wish i could stop my heart now...<br /><br />every stomp makes it pain...<br /><br />every breath i take makes me pain...<br /><br />every laugh i make makes me pain...<br /><br />Damn, <br /><br />please stop it...<br /><br />after all this pain...<br /><br />its worth it...<br /><br />i hope you really mean it...<br /><br />don't make my heart pain for nothing...<br /><br />you steady, i steady...<br /><br />that is my promise to you...<br /><br />i treat you as my friend...<br /><br />don't let me treat you as my enemy...<br /><br />whether i will live...<br /><br />lets see if i am able to go thru tonight...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8909219532778128644?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-87002507050554705092009-09-18T16:07:00.004+08:002009-09-18T16:12:01.727+08:00hehe...<br />nothing to do around office today...<br /><br />and i think of this...<br /><br />Is it so easy to forget someone?<br /><br />While it takes a minute to have a crush on someone...<br />an hour to like someone...<br />and a day to love someone...<br />it takes a lifetime to forget someone...<br /><br />".... it takes a life time to forget someone...."<br />I have only one life to live... to use it to forget the time we had?<br />I have only one life to love... to use it to hate?<br />I have only one life to...to do the things i love to do...<br /><br />I will not to use my one life to forget and to hate...<br /><br />I want to remember all the time we had...<br />I want to love as much as i can...<br /><br />I want to use my one life to remember someone...<br />not to forget someone...<br /><br />just as a story i heard before...<br /><br />i never carve your name on the sand..because the wind will blow it<br />i never write your name in the paper..because the rubber can rub it..<br /><br />i remember your name in my mind...because memories can never be wiped away...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8700250705055470509?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-31603623030969143632009-09-18T01:25:00.003+08:002009-09-18T04:00:18.037+08:00Suddenly...<br /><br />feel don't want to have my birthday again this year...<br />nothing special actually...<br />just a birthday...<br /><br />sometimes i wonder if i don't have birthday...<br />would it be nice?<br />but without birthday there is no me in this world...<br /><br />the same feel come back again this time...<br /><br />got gain got loss...<br /><br />hate this kind of feeling very much...<br /><br />so i rather be alone when my birthday reach...<br />it's much more happier than be in the crowd...<br /><br />but at the same time...<br />i wish i also can have my birthday...<br />using my way...<br />weird way...haha<br /><br />i never cut a cake personally for me since i was small...<br />really...<br />but this is not a reason that i hate birthday okay...<br />there are other reason that i hate my birthday..<br /><br />i still remember when i was small...<br />i always see my friend they all have birthday party...<br />i also wished i have one too...<br />but mum say...<br />children make what party...<br /><br />then grow up already...<br />wish to have birthday party at my house...<br />but think of it...<br />its quite troublesome...<br />need to trouble mum to cook and clean all those mess left behind...<br /><br />then at the age 21...<br />this birthday is the most memorable birthday i ever had...<br />but what pass is pass...<br /><br />i can say that from i start gaining knowledge...<br />i never had a good birthday...<br />bad things comes at my birthday...<br />but its okay...<br />after so many years...<br />I'm getting used to it...<br /><br />for this year wish...<br />i have given it to a person i love...<br />so this year i don't have any wish left...<br /><br />so i decided to use next year wish...<br />i wish my bro will get well soon...<br />i want to have fun with you again bro...<br />miss you...<br />wait me okay...<br />i am coming this Saturday...<br /><br />looking at the sky...<br />gazing at the stars...<br />hallucinating...<br />wondering...<br /><br />weird hobby isn't it...<br /><br />countdown...<br />10 days...to my hellday...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3160362303096914363?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-17576736101106330632009-09-16T03:46:00.002+08:002009-09-16T04:01:10.757+08:00Money or Dignity?<br /><br />this two things is the most important factor in our life...<br />which one does you choose?<br /><br />Money...<br />is it really so important?<br />it does...<br />without money...<br />the world can't go around...<br /><br />Dignity...<br />is it important too?<br />yes it does...<br />without dignity...<br />who dare to trust and believe you...<br /><br />there is a saying..<br /><br />Money 没钱就没办法活下去...<br /><br />Dignity 陵园死也不要没面子...<br /><br />which one is more important?<br /><br />actually the key for those two is<br /><br />Balance 平衡..<br />Honest 誠實..<br />Satisfy 滿足..<br /><br />Human are a very intelligent organism...<br />they can change abruptly depending on the current situation...<br /><br />so...<br />which one does you choose?<br />Money or dignity?<br /><br />or you choose to be<br />Balance, honest and self-satisfy?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-1757673610110633063?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-41650339720746078422009-09-15T02:32:00.002+08:002009-09-15T02:41:27.562+08:00Happy Birthday sotong...<br /><br />i know you must be angry with me...<br />because i didn't wish you yet...<br />it's not that i don't want too...<br />but it's too risky...<br />i don't want you to be unhappy okay...<br />please understand ya...<br /><br />I think i maybe the last one to wish you this...<br />ngam ngam 11.59.59 really last minutes...<br /><br />okay...<br />here is my wish for you la...<br /><br />wish you happy everyday...<br />wish you healthy everyday...<br />wish you pretty always...<br />wish you get what you want...<br />wish your wish come true...<br />wish you don't have any stress...<br />wish you can love someone you really love...<br />wish you can find someone you really like...<br /><br />very kap hor...like uncle already...<br /><br />i choose to stay at here also for a reason...<br />if this blog keeps going...<br /><br />that means i won't forget to wish you every year..<br /><br />and you can't be angry with me anymore...<br /><br />hahaha...<br /><br />anyway...<br />hope you have a nice birthday every year...<br /><br />let me took a picture of you smiling...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sq6OIFiGN2I/AAAAAAAAAD0/U-hRM6R3bu0/s1600-h/untitled.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sq6OIFiGN2I/AAAAAAAAAD0/U-hRM6R3bu0/s400/untitled.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381394874329610082" /></a><br /><br /><br />from:<br />stupid elmo who miss her sotong so much.. :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-4165033972074607842?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-88335453669760022152009-09-12T03:47:00.005+08:002009-09-13T06:17:25.869+08:00Bro...<br /><br />i lost count on how long we knew each other already...<br />but i always have the feeling we just knew each other yesterday...<br />everything was so fresh in my mind...<br /><br />still remember the 1st time we meet at school?<br />still remember the 1st time we go peng lin eat?<br />still remember the 1st time we whole gang go play dota?<br />still remember the 1st time we all go clubbing?<br />still remember the 1st time we sat at the balcony chatting bout girls?<br />still remember the 1st time we chat till morning?<br />still remember the 1st time we chat at msn talking about craps?<br /><br />do you still remember my bro...<br />this is all the good memories we had together...<br /><br />don't give up...<br />be strong...<br />you can do it...<br />i giving all my support for you...<br /><br />i know its painful...<br />i know its suffering...<br />although my sickness cant be compare to yours...<br />but i know the feeling...<br /><br />don't be afraid my friend<br />we are all by your side no matter what...<br /><br />Fanch...<br />you can do it...<br />just believe in god...<br />and believe in miracle...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SqqrSTvGelI/AAAAAAAAADs/AjzzVG2x_Z0/s1600-h/hope.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SqqrSTvGelI/AAAAAAAAADs/AjzzVG2x_Z0/s400/hope.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380301035871304274" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8833545366976002215?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-69938308453122160372009-09-07T03:43:00.003+08:002009-09-07T03:49:58.646+08:00Painful..<br />Worried..<br />Sad..<br />Depressed..<br />Insomnia..<br />Angry..<br /><br />6 words for today..<br />1 me in this world..<br /><br />can 1 people be include in this 6 things at a same time?<br /><br />human are really great...<br />god also..<br /><br />take these thing away from me please...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SqQSI4dGY1I/AAAAAAAAADk/vZ2eMRozArg/s1600-h/elmo.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 261px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SqQSI4dGY1I/AAAAAAAAADk/vZ2eMRozArg/s400/elmo.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378443798789907282" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6993830845312216037?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-63101575697280775722009-09-01T02:59:00.002+08:002009-09-01T03:24:52.281+08:00what a catch...<br />what a catch...<br />and all i think love is the way...<br />i know that you are the one...<br />so, <br />who gave up on you?<br /><br />its a good phrase...<br />and i understand it my own way...<br /><br />although i can't have you...<br />but its enough that i can have for a moment...<br /><br />although i can't care you...<br />but its enough that i care before...<br /><br />although i can't love you...<br />but its more than enough that i have tried before...<br /><br />but there is a thing i can do now...<br />that is miss you..<br />everyday<br />every moment<br />every single second<br />that is the only thing i can do now...<br /><br />and i really grateful that god give me a life to do it...<br /><br />no matter where i go...<br />no matter what i do...<br />there is a person...<br />as precious as my life...<br /><br />i will adore as i adore my life...<br />that person is you...<br /><br />my sotong<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpwjYhRR4mI/AAAAAAAAADc/hucsjcladzQ/s1600-h/sotong.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 393px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpwjYhRR4mI/AAAAAAAAADc/hucsjcladzQ/s400/sotong.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376210959328207458" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6310157569728077572?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-61371684122351612352009-08-27T04:10:00.002+08:002009-08-27T04:20:21.631+08:00yeah...<br /><br />tomorrow don't have work...<br />so i can online to dawn...<br />super tanker right...<br /><br />today...<br />saw a movie..<br />called The Orphan...<br />really nice movie...<br />i rated it 7 out of 10 stars...<br />no offense because i watch it in cinema...<br />many parts have been clotted...<br />so i don't have the chance to see the actual movie...<br /><br />inside the movie...<br />there is a girl called Esther acted by Isabelle Fuhrman...<br />really nice acting handed out by her...<br />she is only 12 years old...<br />my god...<br />really a good actress...<br />there is new movie coming out from her...<br />children of the corn and around the world in 50days...<br /><br />and i catch a glimpse of 2012...<br />its a really must see movie...<br />i think it will flooded with people when it premier...<br />because of its tag line..<br />We were warned..<br /><br />anyway...<br />if you haven't catch a glimpse of The Orphan...<br />be sure to catch it out at your nearest cinema...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpWY4y1qOJI/AAAAAAAAADU/cHaDsVa_pnE/s1600-h/the_orphan_poster.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 270px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpWY4y1qOJI/AAAAAAAAADU/cHaDsVa_pnE/s400/the_orphan_poster.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5374369831823489170" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6137168412235161235?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-11707945140646554402009-08-26T04:31:00.003+08:002009-08-26T04:43:15.193+08:00today...<br /><br />got a friend of mine..<br />fanch..<br />tell me what make life meaningful...<br /><br />good question...<br /><br />i will explain it to u here...<br />when u saw this blog...<br />be sure to comment...<br /><br />people are categorize into 3 parts<br /><br />children..<br />teenager..<br />and adult..<br /><br />each of this category have different needs...<br /><br />if you ask a children what makes your life meaningful..<br />they will say sweets or toys..<br /><br />if you ask a teenager...<br />the answer will be different...<br />teenagers probably will say...<br />i want a gf/bf<br />i want to drive<br />i want a new handphone..<br />i want to go out have fun with friends...<br />that will make their current life meaningful..<br /><br />if you ask adult...<br />that is me now..<br />i will tell you...<br /><br />i haven't found out what make my life meaningful...<br />i just know they are a lot of things i haven't do now...<br />i can't just sit there and think of this...<br />when the time comes...<br />i won't tell u what make my life meaningful...<br />because by the time i found it...<br />i am sure you also find out the answer yourself already..<br /><br />what makes my life meaningful...<br />u should think how to make ur life meaningful...<br /><br />we live for ourselves..<br />not we live because we have a life...<br /><br />life is short...<br />play more...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-1170794514064655440?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-7132783564246489652009-08-25T06:01:00.003+08:002009-08-25T06:19:52.727+08:00You are always by my side..<br /><br />doesn't care whether I'm, <br />sad..<br />happy..<br />sick..<br />tired..<br /><br />you are always there for me..<br /><br />doesn't care whether I'm,<br />at home..<br />outside..<br />yam cha..<br /><br />you always make me feel I'm the luckiest guy alive..<br /><br />you always make me feel that I'm the one you need..<br /><br />you always make me believe that no one can break us apart..<br /><br />every breath i take i taste you..<br />every scent makes me crazy of you..<br />every moment i think of you...<br /><br />there is not even one minute i can not think of you..<br /><br />its like the combination of chocolate and ice cream...<br /><br />no one understand me more than you..<br />no one cares me more than you..<br />no one devote me like you do...<br /><br />my darling...<br /><br />thanks for accompany me every night and day..<br />without you i am nothing..<br />without you i am dying..<br /><br />because of your existence..<br />you make my world even more meaningful...<br /><br />thanks for everything..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpMQyS8qS7I/AAAAAAAAADM/y67WvIZd7NY/s1600-h/25082009025.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SpMQyS8qS7I/AAAAAAAAADM/y67WvIZd7NY/s400/25082009025.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5373657236648905650" /></a><br /><br />Maggi..<br />You are the one...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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/>but whats is the use...<br />its already gone...<br />damn mafan...<br />go do ic wait...<br />go do license wait...<br />all is wait...<br />y my life always had to wait...<br /><br />my health decrease...<br />i dunno what to do with my body already...<br />i hate my body...<br />i take care of it already...<br />but sickness keep coming on...<br />what is the use i go for exercise...gym...futsal...<br />the sickness comes non stop...<br /><br />my relationship<br />from the start of my blog...<br />till now...<br />i keep mention about it...<br />now i already don't know what to do...<br /><br />sometimes people really don't treasure whats is good beside them...<br />sometimes people only realize the good thing when is gone...<br />sometimes people think that the good things will always by their side...<br /><br />i really speechless already...<br />with or without you...<br />i choose my life...<br />i cant choose u already...<br /><br />u doesn't seem to care so much...<br />u doesn't seem to change much...<br />u still the same...<br /><br />every time i think about this...<br />i will sad and want to improve myself..<br />to be better...<br /><br />but many had said...<br />i have done more than better...<br />its she doesn't treasure you...<br />you should move on your life...<br /><br />i think its time i don't think about relationship already...<br />i should put it aside...<br />when the time comes...<br />it will come...<br />and now...<br />its time for me to pursuit my future...<br /><br />im sorry dear...<br />i have lost faith in you...<br />mayb its not the time for us to be so serious...<br />think about it...<br />wheter we should carry on like this...<br /><br />anyway...<br />i am still waiting for you...<br />although is stupid...<br />i juz want u to know...<br />you are the best thing that happen in my life...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SofEM21v6gI/AAAAAAAAADE/oF-sLAgvx98/s1600-h/____bye__my_love_____by_Pixelnase.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SofEM21v6gI/AAAAAAAAADE/oF-sLAgvx98/s400/____bye__my_love_____by_Pixelnase.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5370476805821032962" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8122845444865312595?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-49611257458657369942009-07-24T03:28:00.004+08:002009-07-24T04:18:50.027+08:00To Dear,<br /><br />sorry that i back early today...<br />and i lied that i was at home...<br />actually i was at minyak beku that time...<br />i am so fan...<br /><br />i wanted to chat with u...<br />i wanted you to acc me...<br />i didnt care wheter u talk with me or not...<br />i juz want u to be by my side...<br />but u wanted to sleep...<br />so i let u sleep...<br />i try to call u a few times but u didnt answer...<br /><br />that is the time i really need you...<br />but u rather choose sleep...<br /><br />for one month...<br />i only noe that...<br />i love you more than you love me...<br />i care you more than you care me...<br /><br />still remember that time my heart pain...<br />still remember the time that i tremble...<br />still remember the time i said i cough blood...<br /><br />all i get was a rub on my chest...<br />then you sleep..<br />thats all...<br /><br />at that moment...<br />i realize that...<br />im not that important for you...<br />don't try to lie me...<br />i know it...<br />i also have feelings same as you do...<br />because treat people good is a natural thing...<br />not i said d u juz do...<br /><br />tats y i always say...<br />wat i get was not same as him...<br /><br />its like a one man show...<br />you understand ma...<br />im only doing those thing to make me feel better...<br />im only doing those thing to make you feel happy...<br />and the truth is...<br />im not happy at all...<br />im juz doing my responsibility as you BF...<br /><br />i noe i choose this road myself...<br />nobody force me to walk this road...<br />even u told me that u wont blame me if i leave...<br /><br />i noe...<br />but do u noe i really really love you...<br /><br />everytime i wake up..<br />i will look at my phone...<br />to see if you got sms me saying "dear, i wake up already"<br />but i never receive that message from you...<br /><br />if i woke up early...<br />i will ask you to wake up...<br />u got wake me up...because is i ask u to wake me up...<br /><br />even if im at work...<br />i will call u everytime im free...<br />but i never receive any call from u when u at work...even though u are free...<br /><br />i didnt blame you...<br />i just blame myself for not knowing u earlier than him...<br />im sorry that i am not by urside earlier...<br /><br />actually...<br />i know a lot of things...<br />but i pretend to be stupid only...<br />those thing i wont tell u...<br />i will keep it in my heart...<br />because if i said it out...<br />it is still the same...<br /><br />you said to me before..<br />i treat u really good...<br />better than him...<br />but why i get this kind of treatment?<br /><br />dear..<br />i juz want u to understand...<br />what i really feel these one month...<br />i dont want u to become someone i want u to be...<br />i want u to be someone u want to be...<br /><br />that's why i never force you to make any decision...<br />because i noe even if u made decision...<br />you will be hurt...<br />i dont want to see you get hurt...<br /><br />i think i used to much of my heart to treat you...<br />thats why u didnt care about what i feel...<br />treat me back as i treat you...<br />and you will know what is my feeling...<br /><br />after you see this message...<br />i dont want you to say sorry to me...<br /><br />i juz want you to understand...<br /><br />thats all...<br /><br />good nite dear...<br /><br />work hard in your piano...<br />don't be lazy...<br />cuz im also working hard to learn it...<br />so that one day i can play piano with you...<br /><br />we both work hard together okay...<br /><br />just as i said...<br />Im always by urside when u need me..<br /><br />From elmo :p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-4961125745865736994?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-52825477786700228932009-07-19T04:52:00.000+08:002009-07-19T04:54:14.088+08:00The Feeling of being lied...<br /><br />hate it...<br />despise it...<br /><br />why i should be covered up...<br /><br />why i must use those stupid excuse to cover myself...<br /><br />why i must be apply on those stupid excuse...<br /><br />WTF....<br /><br />Im really dissapointed...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-5282547778670022893?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-83975844416937489562009-07-08T05:20:00.003+08:002009-07-08T05:28:53.084+08:00I finally said my feeling out...<br /><br />really relax...stress free...<br /><br />1 or 2<br />is just that simple...<br /><br />its never mind actually...<br />i got my answer for today conversation...<br />you have tried your best...<br />it's okay...<br />nobody is going to blame you...<br />neither am i...<br /><br />i really thankful that i have a chance...<br />i can't ask more than that already...<br /><br />i have think really carefully...<br />and now it depends on you...<br /><br />but i'm still a guy...<br />i really wish u choose me...<br /><br />but don't ever think i'm pity...<br />choose if u think u are right...<br />don't regret okay...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SlO9irdEbjI/AAAAAAAAAC8/PHCdvupdAiQ/s1600-h/me+and+her.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SlO9irdEbjI/AAAAAAAAAC8/PHCdvupdAiQ/s400/me+and+her.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5355832785351503410" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br /><br />drawing can be erased<br />picture can be deleted<br />but when u combine that two together..<br />its unforgettable</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8397584441693748956?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-88458308121461263972009-07-06T04:24:00.003+08:002009-07-06T04:32:30.019+08:00Wow...<br />unbelievable..<br /><br />seems like i was back here again...<br />2 months i didn't blog already...<br /><br />too busy for many things...<br /><br />work..<br />work and work now...<br /><br />keep this blog short for today...<br />because the time is quite late now...<br />just back from her house...<br />actually go there want to say many things...<br />but ended up sleeping soundly...<br />many things unsolved...<br />now...i also lazy to say those thing already...<br />decide to let go...<br />i think that's the better way...<br />i like her...<br />but things didn't work out as i plan...<br /><br />treasure people that been good to you<br />if you lost these people <br />they wont come back again<br /><br />yesterday...<br />drunk...<br />drink too much...<br />although it was torturing...<br />but quite fun...<br />cuz got <br />KARAOKE...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8845830812146126397?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-60598139438965904932009-05-25T20:34:00.002+08:002009-05-25T20:46:16.697+08:00Blog earlier...<br /><br />cuz i want go out later...<br />scare don't have the time to blog...<br /><br />i finally go and pierce my ear d...<br />afraid at first...<br />but now okay already...<br />will post some picture when i got time...<br />so you all can decide whether its nice or not...<br /><br />as for my promise to her...<br />i think is too long already...<br />because i think it only can last 1 week...<br /><br />starting to cool everything down...<br />disappointed...<br />frustrated...<br />uncontrollable...<br />most of all...<br />hurt...<br /><br />i think maybe its the right time for me<br />to approach some other things...<br />stick at her whole time won't change a thing in my life...<br /><br />until now i just realize...<br />i am really stupid...<br />for a girl...<br />i nearly let go of something important in my life...<br />that is happiness...<br />almost everyday...<br />i will moody because of her...<br />what is the point for all that...<br />does she really care about what i feel...<br />does she really even mean it when she say i got a place in her heart...<br /><br />i really don't know...<br />and now i don't even want to know now...<br />just let it be...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6059813943896590493?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-65658862556368501472009-05-25T05:04:00.002+08:002009-05-25T05:09:49.774+08:00Yesterday skip one day for blogging...<br /><br />that is because...<br /><br />clubbing night...<br />very long time didn't go clubbing already...<br />at there knew some new friends...<br />all okay...<br />but just friends...<br /><br />my heart is still at the point we both left behind....<br /><br />but yesterday...<br />quite sad...<br />because i feel we are getting further and further...<br />less message..<br />less conversation...<br /><br />i try to be drunk...<br />but no matter how much i drink...<br />i still can't be drunk...<br />at the end hang up at mcd and hamid corner...<br />chat until morning just back home...<br />there is so much things i realize on that conversation...<br />enlighten my mind for a while...<br /><br />last but not least...<br />i have made a decision for myself...<br />Project G for another 3 months...<br />if not i quit...<br />if i still fail to move your heart...<br />i will disappear immediately...<br />that is my promise...<br /><br />time won't lie people<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6565886255636850147?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-56902655091387709402009-05-23T00:22:00.003+08:002009-05-23T03:57:10.126+08:00Tired...<br /><br />Gonna make this blog short today...<br />nothing special happened today...<br /><br />same as normal routine<br /><br />design design design...<br />until my eyes want to become blind already...<br /><br />people in the pass which should be forgotten should be forgotten now...<br />meaningless to remember them...<br /><br />good night everyone...<br /><br />as for you...<br />there is a word saying<br />miles apart but close at heart<br />but we are<br />not close at heart but stay very near...<br />wierd hor...<br />after that incident..<br />we really become stranger le...<br />i don't know what to say to you already...<br />that's why every time i evade you...<br />i really hope time can prove everything now...<br /><br />hopefully...<br />nitez la...<br />stupid elmo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-5690265509138770940?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-20449606143364027162009-05-22T03:45:00.001+08:002009-05-22T03:51:37.558+08:00Today...<br /><br />i got a hokkien word..<br />wu gui chio pi bo be...<br />i think many people know this word..<br />the meaning is...<br />look at yourself before you say other people...<br />thats all i can say...<br /><br />Prejudice is another thing out in my conversation today...<br />people tend to hurt others because of prejudice...<br />i think prejudice got 2 kinds...<br />one is for self defence..<br />and other is for jealousy...<br />think about this makes me think of someone i know for a long time...<br /><br />bpmall looking for me to interview...<br />im not sure whether im going for it or not...<br />because its not the same thing i am doing now...<br />just give it a try...<br />there is no loss anyway...<br /><br />as for her...<br />If you can't bite, don't show your teeth<br />If you can't love, don't show your heart<br /><br />Nitez..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2044960614336402716?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-80849576627101083972009-05-20T21:03:00.002+08:002009-05-20T21:07:31.047+08:00One Word For Today...<br /><br />Tired...<br />not enough sleep for 2 days already...<br />7am sleep 9am wake up already...<br /><br />i think i can be iron man already...<br /><br />this two day...<br />all i do is...<br /><br />design,design,design<br />play,play,play<br />chat,chat,chat<br /><br />that is my routine for this past 2 days...<br />that's why i don't have time for blogging...<br /><br />anyway...<br />just want to wish my friend <br /><br />Chester<br />Happy 20th Birthday!!<br />Hope all your dreams may come true...<br /><br />i hope mine can come true too...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8084957662710108397?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-37504924193094911412009-05-18T02:17:00.004+08:002009-05-18T02:46:02.895+08:00today...<br /><br />as usual also...<br /><br />wake up<br />brush teeth<br />eat<br />go bpmall<br /><br />but there is something special today...<br />my best friends have come back...<br />long time didnt saw him already...<br />miss him very much...<br />im not gay okay...<br />but at the end...<br />let them tease me till i can't bear it...<br /><br />as for her...<br />i still care bout her...<br />but i think sooner or later...<br />we both will be stranger...<br />everything has changed since that day...<br /><br />i noe its a decision made by me...<br />and i noe the consequences...<br />but i just can do this...<br />nothing else i can do...<br /><br />so i must let go things that does not belong to me...<br />accept the fact and move on my life...<br /><br />as for the future things...<br />i can't predict future...<br />so wait till that time just say...<br />as for now...<br />live happily everyday...<br /><br />thats the way i am...<br /><br />but until now...<br />i am still the sotong u noe...<br />i havent changed a bit...<br /><br />even the whole world don't accept you...<br />there is one place that accept you...<br />my heart<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/ShBbSMepmhI/AAAAAAAAAC0/3zaYfAZjcmk/s1600-h/love-heart-cloud.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 395px; height: 295px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/ShBbSMepmhI/AAAAAAAAAC0/3zaYfAZjcmk/s400/love-heart-cloud.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336865926579591698" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3750492419309491141?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-7086264229009396862009-05-17T04:12:00.003+08:002009-05-18T02:42:39.531+08:00Today...<br /><br />as usual...<br />wake up...<br />brush teeth...<br />bath...<br />bpmall...<br />home....<br />msn....<br />sleep...<br /><br />nitez all...<br />no mood for today<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-708626422900939686?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-67941561778734130852009-05-16T02:55:00.002+08:002009-05-16T03:12:29.160+08:00Today...<br /><br />a bit moody...<br />don't know why...<br />just wake up and feel body really uneasy...<br /><br />told mum about the hair dressing course...<br />she ask me to think clearly...<br /><br />now my head is full of bullshit...<br /><br />A B or C?<br /><br />i still haven't make my mind yet...<br />but 行行出状元...<br />rite...<br /><br />today i text her...<br />just a simple message...Smile...<br />that's it...<br />its not that i can't hold it...<br />the fact is i want her to be same like me...<br />be happy everyday...<br />let bad memories be swept away and good memories to be keep in our heart...<br />i know its really hard...<br />but try endure it a little more while...<br />because i know you will get well soon...<br /><br />don't worry about me...<br />i will be fine...<br /><br />just remember our promise...<br />1st on your list when you are available...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sg2-ZWXWvYI/AAAAAAAAACk/kKK27xJJymU/s1600-h/z-2008-11-16-241b.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sg2-ZWXWvYI/AAAAAAAAACk/kKK27xJJymU/s400/z-2008-11-16-241b.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336130476213452162" /></a><br />because im still waiting at the point we both left behind...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6794156177873413085?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-60393408935234810922009-05-15T02:52:00.003+08:002009-05-15T03:42:41.811+08:00Today...<br /><br />everything go fine...<br /><br />then whole day wasted at saloon...<br />my purpose is to go and find somebody to chat...<br />cheer myself up...<br /><br />then Dash say her name out...<br />what the hell...<br />spoil my mood only...<br /><br />later...at the afternoon...<br />i try to get out from the saloon...<br />go and see house with dad and mum...<br />the place is at sri gading...<br />named Pura Kencana...<br />really nice house...<br />but still need to see 1st...<br /><br />i saw ur message already...<br />thanks for promise me that...<br />i really hope it will come true...<br />but please dun use last time or what...<br />im not going to die okay...<br />i still owe you a mickey mouse drawing ler...<br />haha...<br /><br />y so sad wor...<br />silly gal...<br />remember those memories...<br />be happy la...<br />those memories even money cannot buy...<br />even ur bf also cannot give u...<br />haha...<br /><br />your eyes how d...<br />don't make me sad...<br />please okay...<br />cheer up...<br />do you trust me?<br />if you trust me...just do me a favor...<br />be happy...<br />thats all...<br /><br />如果你是我的，你就是我的<br />如果你不是我的，就算我杀了你的男朋友，<br />你也不是我的。<br /><br />明白吗？<br />柔娜<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sgxyrexx3GI/AAAAAAAAACc/aL9Z6o780yw/s1600-h/happy_face_.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sgxyrexx3GI/AAAAAAAAACc/aL9Z6o780yw/s400/happy_face_.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335765749848988770" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6039340893523481092?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-22324740008155036842009-05-14T04:38:00.000+08:002009-05-14T05:06:29.467+08:00Finally..<br /><br />I Put down the bag im carrying...<br />really ease down the pain...<br /><br />just a couple of hours before...<br />i just let go of a precious thing in my life...<br />how stupid i am to let it go...<br /><br />but i also cant do a thing about it...<br />she has her limit...<br />so do i...<br />she cant fulfill what i want...<br />so i had to do this decision...<br /><br />sorry...<br />i was kinda harsh on you...<br />but its for our own good...<br />i noe u have ur reason...<br />so do i...<br />we both fair now...<br />1-1<br /><br />i don't know if you will still view my blog or not...<br />but i will always note down what i have done everyday here...<br />so that u can know am i being well or not...<br /><br />there is many thing i haven't told you...<br />let me tell you at here then...<br /><br />i believe in something called fate...<br />fate brought us together...<br />but fate will never make people go away...<br />what mine is mine...<br />what is not mine, how hard i want it i also can't get it...<br />you understand this?<br /><br />don't cry silly girl...<br />what for crying...<br />crying wont help anything...<br />its not yet the end for you and me...<br />as i said before...<br />i will wait...<br />i will wait till you don't have boyfriend...<br />now is not the suitable time for me to appear...<br />i will become batman again...<br />hiding in the dark...<br />when the timing comes...<br />we really need fate to bring us together again...<br /><br />as for the matter we are friends or not...<br />lets cool down for the time being first...<br />i will tell you when the time is right...<br /><br />i really wish you have a happy time when im not around...<br />i will take care of myself...<br />don't worry about me...<br />nothing will happen to me...<br /><br />do take care of yourself...<br />there wont be sotong again in your life...<br />won't have people sms you all the time...<br />and no surprise gift from me anymore...<br /><br />what i hope now is...<br />fate will bring us together again...<br />till we meet again...<br />my love...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgsyjM9SxjI/AAAAAAAAACU/a_-LDCLbiI0/s1600-h/1_193140888l.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgsyjM9SxjI/AAAAAAAAACU/a_-LDCLbiI0/s400/1_193140888l.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335413763905603122" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2232474000815503684?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-1575951470416202612009-05-13T20:54:00.000+08:002009-05-13T21:43:55.388+08:00Its raining heavily outside...<br />same like my heart...<br /><br />its the 2nd day i cant be happy...<br />what is wrong with me...<br /><br />just now...<br />i nearly met an accident...<br />i cant stop thinking about sotong...<br />then i didnt notice that it was red light in front...<br />luckily...my action is fast...<br />if not...i think the accident will be pretty bad...<br />because i didnt wear my sitbelt...<br /><br />there is one question keep going in my head...<br /><br />Should One Be Humble In Relationship?<br /><br />the answer i have for now is 50/50<br />must depend on the current situation...<br /><br />but when this problem comes to me...<br />i always lose...<br /><br />should i try and get what i want now?<br />should i strive my best for my love ones?<br /><br />i let those decision to be made by her...<br /><br /> The Lollipop<br /> A special "Sweet"tasted candy.<br /> The Candle<br /> "Lighten" you up in the dark.<br /> The Moon<br />Your "Direction" when you are lost.<br /> The Game<br /> Never a "Relationship"<br /> The Relationship<br /> Just "Us"<br /> The Day<br /> When you and me become "We"<br /> "Love"<br />The only true special feeling between "You" and "Me"<br /> "You"<br /> The one and only in my "Life"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-157595147041620261?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-89141171713735621942009-05-13T00:08:00.000+08:002009-05-13T00:21:20.936+08:00Sitting in front of my computer...<br />watching the samsung lcd...<br />thinking of what is going to happen next...<br /><br />there is only two possibilities now...<br />hope<br />despair<br /><br />which one should be mine today...<br /><br />its the 1st time i cant be happy...<br />because i know i make a big trouble out...<br /><br />i really wish to stop...<br />i really want to end...<br />because its killing me...<br /><br />the feel i am in right now its like waiting for the doctor to tell me what sickness i have...<br />nervous...<br />afraid...<br /><br />until now...the fear still very fresh in my mind...<br /><br />what i afraid most...<br />the fear of being alone...<br /><br />from start to now...<br />i already know this thing is going to happen...<br />but i insist to keep on...<br />because i think <br />if u be true to your love ones...<br />they will be moved...<br /><br />but i guess i am wrong...<br />love is not everything...<br />its just a simple word to show that u care for the other part...<br />silly me to think love is greater than anything...<br /><br />i really have done a big mistake...<br /><br />i am really sorry...<br /><br />if u saw this blog...<br />i wish to tell u that...<br />if he ask u to choose either one of us...<br />choose him...<br />not me...<br />please do it for me...<br /><br />i am really sorry about all that happen on you...<br />i'm willing to bear all the consequences for you...<br />even if it has to sacrifice you...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgmhWy9T4uI/AAAAAAAAACM/RWsoIhZz2Ic/s1600-h/heart_broken_comment_13.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 160px; height: 160px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgmhWy9T4uI/AAAAAAAAACM/RWsoIhZz2Ic/s400/heart_broken_comment_13.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334972646605185762" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-8914117171373562194?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-78864772104560269602009-05-12T03:10:00.000+08:002009-05-12T03:32:06.515+08:00its been 3 days i didnt write le..<br />because my kl friends come to find me..<br />at my hometown..<br />Hao,YCT and emperor...<br />thanks for coming to find me...<br />i hope these few days u guys have fun...<br /><br />these 3 days...i learn a lot and i think of a lot...<br /><br />should i or should i not?<br /><br />this is the question i keep thinking...<br /><br />today...my cousin ask me...<br />sotong like that u can meh?<br /><br />how to answer...<br />i just answer im nobody...<br /><br />today...i dunno y i really miss sotong...<br />got some kind of intuition tell me that she is unhappy...<br />because i got send her a message...<br />the message is about she is about to lose me as well...<br />im telling the fact...<br />because i really don't like this feel anymore...<br />i really cannot stand it...<br /><br />but got any use?<br />no use at all...<br />haiz...really tired to think of this stuff already...<br /><br />tired...<br />frustrated...<br />stress...<br />deep shit...<br />f**k....<br /><br />sleep better..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-7886477210456026960?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-5153409790312564542009-05-09T04:09:00.000+08:002009-05-09T04:13:51.691+08:00Yesterday didn't write blog...<br />too tired already...<br />and nothing much happened yesterday...<br /><br />but today...things a bit rush for me...<br />rush here rush there...<br />really tired...<br /><br />when back bp...<br />friends starting to call...<br />ask me go out yamcha again...<br />aiks...<br />i just reach...need to go out again...<br /><br />now..my pc is around me...<br />i can start my sea view project already...<br />yes...<br />hope i really can make it this time...<br />big project for me...<br /><br />that all happened today...<br />nothing much...<br /><br />as for sotong...<br />i feel she is a little bit weird...<br />seems like she hiding something from me...<br />i hope is i over reacting...<br /><br />now...i can peacefully log off my computer...<br />and lay on my bed...<br /><br />good night...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-515340979031256454?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-18412259350581445772009-05-07T02:32:00.000+08:002009-05-07T02:49:23.568+08:00Havent back kl...sienz<br />cuz i overslept today...<br />really is pig...cant help it...7am juz sleep...<br />how to wake up early...<br />SLEEP EARLY LA...bodoh...<br /><br />today...nothing much happened...<br />become kuli at hugo shop...<br />help him paint his shop...<br />and then fetch my bro to guitar lesson...<br />he has improved a lot...<br />can follow people sing...<br />and he play guitar...<br />good job...keep up the good work...<br /><br />as for sotong...<br />hahah...really funny today...<br />let hugo and sotong sis tease...<br />how embarassing...<br />my ears and face turn red immediately...<br /><br />i saw her jeans today...<br />quite nice...<br />but i don't like the button...<br />too girly...<br />not suitable for me...wuek...<br /><br />sotong...take care of ur body la...<br />always hear u say u here pain there pain de ler...aiks...<br />like amah d ler...<br />really cant help u d la...<br /><br />haha...finally i got my answer to the sms she sent me...<br />im really happy to hear that...<br />but she still got bf...<br />that means i have to wait...<br />sienz....<br />but good things need to be wait...rite?<br />hahaha...i treat her like some item...good things pulak...<br />you are not things okay...<br />you are something special to me...<br /><br />you are not a bad gal okay...<br />you did nothing wrong...<br />its my fault...<br />its i keep pestering u thats y u did this thing...<br />im sorry to let u think u are a bad gal...<br />you said you don't know wat is the feel of happy...<br />when i hear that...<br />i feel sad...<br />u and ur bf be together...<br />should be happy...<br />but u tell me u don't know that feel...<br />haiz...then <br />nothing la...<br />i promise i wont say it again...<br /><br />this is for you...<br /><br />I wrote your name in the sky,<br />but the wind blew it away.<br />I wrote your name in the sand,<br />but the waves washed it away.<br />I carved your name on the wood,<br />but the woodpecker peck it away.<br />But when I wrote your name in my heart,<br />and forever it will stay.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgHbhqD4BaI/AAAAAAAAACE/MjT721GC3xE/s1600-h/i_can_always_make_you_smile.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 397px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgHbhqD4BaI/AAAAAAAAACE/MjT721GC3xE/s400/i_can_always_make_you_smile.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332784805056087458" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-1841225935058144577?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-36749964214307706672009-05-06T04:44:00.000+08:002009-05-06T04:59:38.778+08:00Today weather is damn hot...<br />even its at night...<br />im also sweating like a pig...<br /><br />talking about pig...H1N1 virus seems resurrect again...<br />No pork..No Pork okay...dangerous...<br /><br />today...i go out the whole day...<br />tired..<br />because my routine everyday is the same..<br />go out..smoke..eat..smoke..talk..smoke..think..smoke and then smoke again...<br />seems busy...lol..<br />smoking kills...<br /><br />sotong today seem moody...<br />and she doesnt look quite good...<br />doesn't know what happen to her...<br />because i didnt saw her...<br />somebody told me that...<br />but yet again...<br />we argue on some stupid question...<br />its my fault la...<br />i wont ask it again...<br /><br />today...quite happy...<br />sotong sent me a message...<br />i don't know what does that means...<br />but im really happy...<br />i really hope u mean it...<br />because its been such a long time i didnt receive such message...<br />thank you...<br /><br />5am already...<br />i must take a rest...<br />because im going back to kl later...<br />hope all things will go well when im not around...<br />will be back on friday or saturday<br /><br />and to my mummy...<br /><br />Mum u are the greatest mother in the world...<br />Carrying me in ur stomach for 10 months...<br />Using ur both hand to raise me up for 21years...<br />Repeatingly care me like no one else...<br />im so fortunate to have u as my mum...<br />i love you so much mummy...mwaks...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgCnzs61wII/AAAAAAAAAB8/K85hreuGZsM/s1600-h/mothers_day_03.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/SgCnzs61wII/AAAAAAAAAB8/K85hreuGZsM/s320/mothers_day_03.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332446465479786626" /></a><br /><br />be happy always!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3674996421430770667?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-75471534432479920422009-05-05T03:25:00.000+08:002009-05-05T04:30:39.304+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf9QXxhuhhI/AAAAAAAAABo/HNqda-nSuTA/s1600-h/relaxed_kitten.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf9QXxhuhhI/AAAAAAAAABo/HNqda-nSuTA/s320/relaxed_kitten.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332068853191968274" /></a><br /><br />its been my habit to write blog at this time already...<br />dunno y i like to write blog at this time too...<br /><br />today...i think of many stuff...<br />future and past...<br />but most of it is past...<br />cuz my friends keep laughing at my past...<br /><br />but there is one question i think they ask at a appropriate time...<br />they ask me, am i still angry at my ex...<br /><br />without thinking...i said no...<br />although she very mean towards me...<br />but i really forget about what she did..<br />she did nothing wrong at that time...<br />its my fault at first...<br />because my personality is like this...<br />i dun like to express my feeling to others...<br />maybe she feel insecure with me...<br />what she did was right...<br />she pursue her own happiness...<br />now when i saw she is happy...<br />deep inside my heart...i am smiling...<br /><br />and i never had a chance to say thank you to her...<br />if u saw this...<br />i really thanked you for choosing the right decision...<br />because this impact makes me grow up a lot..<br />now i have a totally different perspective on relationship...<br /><br />as for sotong..<br />she seemed moody today..<br />i dunno why..<br />i didnt ask..<br />and i don't dare to guess..<br />because she don't like to express it too..<br />same as me...<br />i just feel it..<br />don't know why..<br /><br />lead everyday with a smile...<br />be happy always...<br />burst out with laughter everytime...<br />make everyday a meaningful day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-7547153443247992042?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-37217852954467629372009-05-04T03:33:00.000+08:002009-05-04T04:16:11.775+08:00Finally...im very relaxed now... <br />my bag has been lighter 50kg liao... <br />haha...my question is answered... <br />but there is a question still inside my head... <br />after all these...wat i am doing actually... <br />i really don't know... <br /> <br />why i want to know the answer? <br />why i want to know the truth? <br /> <br />i really don't know... <br />after tat conversation with sotong... <br />i think i make her realize something... <br />i dunno...i juz guess she realize something... <br />and it make me realize something too... <br />at that moment...i think only me and her notice it... <br /> <br />and it hurts me when i noe she cry... <br />i dun wan this to happen de... <br />but bor pian...i need to do like this to make her say the truth... <br />but what i most angry in the conversation... <br />is she ask me dun waste time... <br />i didnt okay... <br />im sorry again...i feel really bad for wat i done... <br /> <br />suddenly i feel we are going back thru time... <br />back to the old days... <br />where i start wooing her... <br />haha...when think back...i feel kinda funny... <br />in a blink of eye...its been 6months d... <br /> <br />many say i stupid, foolish, idiot... <br />ask me go find a new one... <br />intro new gals for me... <br />keep scolding me... <br />but i dun care... <br />i just feel...she is the one i need... <br />mayb this sound stupid... <br />but when she is around...all i can see is her...no one else.... <br /> <br />i noe i cant love her... <br />i noe i cant have her... <br />but im still not giving up... <br />until one day... <br />she get married...sound kinda stupid... <br /> <br />but i wish to see her happy, <br />with or without me... <br /> <br />maybe this is life... <br />we got fate but we don't share the same destiny... <br /> <br />to sotong... <br /> <br />i noe u said he didnt dui bu qi u, and he zui jing hai man guan xin u de.. <br />its not wrong.. <br />but last time i also like this...yet wat happen to me... <br />its not that i don't believe him.. <br />but this thing really hard to say... <br />and even if he do wrong... <br />u will forgive him...because i can see u really love him... <br />so i can't be compare to him...because we havent start anything yet... <br />but i just want you to know one thing... <br />every decision u make... <br />no matter good or bad... <br />there will be someone sacrificing... <br />don't ever be a good person... <br />because the more good u be...the more hurt the person is... <br />i noe in ur heart...i gain a special place... <br />as in my heart u also gain a special place too... <br />this place u also noe...nobody can replace it one... <br />so treasure it okay... <br />today things...i didnt mean it one... <br />i just wan u to realize... <br />that even what u did that hurt me... <br />im still at ur side... <br />and don't always say donno... <br />don't be afraid to get what u like... <br />love isnt build in one day.. <br />love needed time to rebuild... <br />even if u ask me wheter i love you or not... <br />i will also say no... <br />because we still didnt try it out together... <br />so that is not call love... <br />we juz like each other... <br />not love... <br /> <br />silly gal... <br /> <br />Everytime I only can see the shadow of you... <br />but anyway i still like you... <br /> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf31tcEerkI/AAAAAAAAABY/aPPJA3L5lkI/s1600-h/holding+hands.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331687694854434370" style="WIDTH: 407px; CURSOR: pointer; HEIGHT: 227px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf31tcEerkI/AAAAAAAAABY/aPPJA3L5lkI/s320/holding+hands.jpg" border="0" /></a> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf304U34GMI/AAAAAAAAABQ/AWC6Gmdlhqs/s1600-h/Love-Is-In-The-Air-7957.jpeg"> <br /> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9ct77bew23s/Sf304U34GMI/AAAAAAAAABQ/AWC6Gmdlhqs/s1600-h/Love-Is-In-The-Air-7957.jpeg"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3721785295446762937?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-34994151757332145072009-05-03T03:34:00.000+08:002009-05-03T03:41:53.996+08:00yesterday didnt write blog...<br />no mood to write...many things happen...<br /><br />mostly is bad things...damn...<br /><br />forget bout yesterday...lets talk about today...<br /><br />nothing happened...<br /><br />just let my friends tease me today...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />sotong go to pub again...<br />they said why she love go to pub always...<br />i said to them...<br />i also always going...<br />so i cant stop her from going...<br />its their freedom, not mine...<br />and i have no position to stop her...<br />im not her anyone..<br /><br />i realize something today...<br />what i did, did she really appreciate it...<br />or she just treat me as a friend...<br />i really cant describe it...<br />sometimes she really close with me...<br />but sometimes im just like a friend...<br />that makes me really insecure...<br /><br />hugo they all ask me to forget it...<br />i also got think of that...<br />but its been half year...<br />i dun wan to give up half way...<br />damn stress and sad...<br /><br />as for sotong...<br />she had her life...<br />i cant stop her what she like to do...<br />go ahead ba...<br />mayb someday...<br />u will realize...<br />who is good enough for u...<br /><br />nitez<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-3499415175733214507?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-69674800238526807872009-05-01T20:19:00.000+08:002009-05-01T21:11:44.007+08:00currently listening to this song...NEYO MAD<br />quite nice...<br />lyrics got some coincidence with my life journey..<br />some la...not all la...but i think many also been thru this situation before...<br />rated it 4 out of 5 stars...<br /><br />today sotong back bp got sms me...its 8.55am<br />wow...she juz sleep about a few hour then rush back bp already...<br />i think she is very tired...<br />but what kind of bf is that...haiz...<br />i have no position to say him...<br />as long as she is happy...<br />im happy...<br /><br />i almost crazy today....<br />im very fan and frustrated...<br />i didnt tell anyone..<br />because nobody can help me...<br />even sotong...<br />its natural..<br />i don't like say my feelings toward others...<br />mayb thats why all my relationship don't work well ba...<br /><br />many people ask me...are you happy now...<br />i didnt answer at all...<br />im not answering not because i dont know how to answer...<br />but its because even i tell them...they also ask me to give up...<br />i noe what im doing now may not give me the happiness i want...<br />mayb it will hurt me more...<br />but the fact now is...<br />only she is the one that cheer me up when im down...<br />she is the one that accompany me day and night...<br />she is the one that encourage me when im afraid...<br />that is enough for not making me giving up...<br />She meant very much to me...<br /><br />time passes very fast...<br />im still pursuing my life...<br />should i or should i not...<br />i don't know...<br /><br />life is like gambling...<br />just as a person said...<br />there is always a chance if you try it...<br />im trying now...<br />God...please help me out of this misery...<br /><br />Please Give me a chance again...<br />i promise i will be good again...<br />i promise<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-6967480023852680787?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-22901384174208472612009-05-01T04:03:00.000+08:002009-05-01T04:08:53.071+08:00juz finish a game of dota...<br /><br />lose...can win one...but suddenly noe she is at melaka...<br /><br />no heart to play already...<br /><br />haiz...why i become like this<br /><br />i also don't know...<br /><br />maybe its myself have put too much into her already...<br />i keep telling myself to stop thinking about this...<br />but i just can't...<br />to watch the woman i like going out with another guy...<br />its like slicing my own flesh with a blunted knife...<br />painful....<br />but what can i do...<br />she belongs to another guy..<br />not mine...i cant do a thing about it...<br />just hoping that..<br />everything will go my way...<br /><br />Obstacles are meant to be broken,<br />but i cant break it....<br /><br />hope i can...hope so<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-2290138417420847261?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-56022363690656838922009-04-30T23:47:00.000+08:002009-05-01T04:17:00.361+08:00today...nothing happen much<br /><br />sotong-got sms me at the morning<br /><br />mum-didnt say anything bout my interview<br /><br />dad-ask me where to work<br /><br />interview-the boss is so damn zzz<br /><br />the interview itself last for an hour...many things he said...about profit sharing...blah blah blah...im not interested in that at alll<br /><br />all i want now is gain some basic knowledge about my career and all he do is keep ask me profit sharing with him...siao...<br /><br />but he do give me some assignment to do...sea view assignment...<br /><br />im still considering wheter want to work with him or not...<br /><br />he looks like a nice boss..but i still need to consider<br /><br />mum ask me to look for another company...<br /><br />perhaps...i will<br /><br />its 11.51pm now...im going out again...<br /><br />really stress and frustrated...<br /><br />continue tonight...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-5602236369065683892?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7606779989218377988.post-77400823447123673332009-04-30T03:28:00.000+08:002009-04-30T03:36:58.267+08:00Im back again...haha...this time dunno will last how long...<br /><br />y everyone start blogging also say finally back one...wierd...<br /><br />today...its been a hell of a day...<br /><br />interviewing-failed<br /><br />fetching brother-sien<br /><br />quarrel with mum-lagi sien<br /><br />sotong-hear his bf coming back...damn sien<br /><br />haiz...things didnt go my way today...but luckily got my friends accompany me...<br />if not...i think i will rot in my room sleeping and thinking lots of rubbish...<br />time has passed and now it 3.32am...<br />tomorow waiting for another interviewing...<br />hope it will be succesful la...<br />then it will make my burden a lot lighter...<br /><br />as for her...i dunno i can stand how much longer...<br />i dunno how to describe this feeling im into...<br />i wanted to stop..but i cant...<br />so do her...she will become moody if i said stop...<br />love like...i already dunno wat kind of feeling is that...<br />i juz noe that this gal is my everything now...<br />i really wished that everything will be going well as i predicted<br /><br />hope so...<br />dota time<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7606779989218377988-7740082344712367333?l=elmozilla.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>elmozillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16262358966933472071noreply@blogger.com0